well a while back i mentioned concerts i was going to

i didn't get to see Family Values tour, which was a little sad

but i saw Tool, of course, and they were Godly. better than i ever could've dreamed, well maynard wasn't naked ;] hehe justkidding. but they were just to die for. i spent almost $100 on merch there though. and i only got 2 shirts and one other thing. hehehe

and i just got back from the Dresden Dolls concert. and they put on an excellent show. so now i'm all like wired, but exhausted. and i'm wearing 3 shirts right now, 4 earlier, one as a scarf, but i took off that one.

ahhh i'm in such a good mood

bleck i have so much homework to do today.


i'm thinking of saving the rest of it for tomorrow night, but that's probably a very stupid idea since i have to do an entire project for english.



i'm just feeling weirddddd.

i had an awful/weird dream.
i almost became a lesbian with a very religious girl. and i almost saw system of a down in a very small club, where i could touch the stage.
the rest just made me want to cry.



blarr and i have to get ready for my dad's housewarming party in like...an hour. and finish all my homework in that time.



and i'm just exhausted.



can i take the rest of october off from school? cause that'd be pretty sweet.

well if you've read my entry [link] you'd know that i was probably getting a Canon Digital Rebel XTi for christmas.


well tonight we bought it, off of ebay and it comes with a bunch of goodies:
-2 tripods
-3 filters?
-umm 3 lenses, one is a titanium .45 wide angle, and one is a macro and the other is regular but i forget the specifics
-drool. oh wait, that's just me.



and since there's only a 14 day return policy after we recieve it, i have to test it out but then i have to wait until christmas


it's probably going to drive me insane, but it's definitely worth it.

so school has really started. it's our first full 5-day week.

and i have 3 quizzes on thursday. blech.


but! then it'll be friday and i can be like whee!
& art class makes me laugh.

yarr. i'm stuck at "the grange" [my dad's house. i know it has a name. how queer, but there are also deer. okay i'm not a rapper nor dr. seuss i'll stop]


but it sucks. today is my 7 month-iversary with Ryan i'm i'm stuck 45 minutes away, not able to see him. and he has to do yardwork

it's really depressing and it's pissing me off.




let alone, this place is boring enough.


butbutbut! i've kind of been dreaming aloud around my mother, and i think i may get the best christmas/birthday/every holiday for the next 3 years present ever. i think i'm getting a Canon Digital Rebel. not the brand new one, because i would feel bad for having a camera that is worth more than my soul. probably the EOS Digital Rebel XT SLR 8-MP Camera w/Canon 18-55mm AF Lens, Silver. or maybe another really good camera, if anyone has any suggestions or feedback about the XT.



but yeah, she kinda mentioned it and that i'd have to contribute and i was like about to piss myself.

so i think i'm going to have to take a photography class or something once i get it. and all christmas morning i may not even touch the camera, but read the manual. all day. and learn everything i possibly can.



i feel like i'm pregnant with a baby that is going to be born in 3 months. it's kind of ridiculous, but um yeah, i'm really looking forward to christmas this year.